Thursday, October 11, 2012

The Miracle Cure!

Recently I've started to feel a bit frustrated by the long, exhausting days I've been spending taking care of OZL all on my own. I'm sure most new moms feel exhausted and achy, but the extra fatigue brought on by my RA and the pain in multiple joints can sometimes make a regular day feel almost impossible to get through. And though it sometimes feels easier to stay home when I am feeling so tired and achy, being home alone all day with an infant can actually get pretty lonely. It's not the greatest for my sanity. So I know I need to get out and do things for myself and find support where I can.

Which is why I was so proud of myself this morning when, despite feeling tired and achy, I got myself and OZL dressed and went to a local infant playgroup. Since infants don't really play with each other, the "playgroup" is really more of a mommy support group. The facilitator had us go around the room, introduce ourselves and our babies, and then talk about the parenting challenges we were currently facing. Some mamas talked about sleep issues with their babies. Others talked about disagreeing with their husband's different parenting styles. Others talked about struggling over choosing whether to stay home or go back to work. Then the facilitator and people in the group offered up any suggestions that they had for facing these challenges. When my turn came, I took a deep breath and opened up to the other moms about having RA and struggling with some of the more physical aspects of motherhood. Nobody had any suggestions for me, but they did listen and it did feel nice to acknowledge my struggles out loud. Plus we left the house! And talked to people!

When the facilitated part of the group was over, a lot of the mamas hung around and talked to each other for a while. I met one very nice mama with a ten month old who was trying to get rid of some bigger boys clothes - which OZL and I very happily accepted! Then another mama asked me for my phone number and email address. I was delighted - I thought she wanted to be friends or ask me out for coffee or something!

But, as it turns out, she didn't really want to get to know me any better. What she wanted was to talk to me about RA. And she didn't want to hear about my experiences or share her personal experiences with RA. No, she wanted to offer me the miracle cure. 

"Rheumatoid arthritis," she told me with authority, "is caused by bacteria. You just have to get the bacteria out of your system. I can email you some information on something you can take to get the bacteria out of your body."

I was flabbergasted. I had zero idea how to respond. I mean, while there actually is some scientific evidence that bacteria could be linked to triggering RA, it's certainly not as simple as "just get the bacteria out of your body and then you'll be fine for the rest of your life hooray!!" Because if there really was something so simple and foolproof that you could do to actually cure arthritis, I'm pretty sure my army of doctors would have told me about it!!!

But I was at the playgroup to try to get support and make friends, so I wanted to be polite and try keep the friendly vibe going. After taking a few deep breaths, I told her I had never heard about this theory. I asked her how she knew about it - did she have a personal connection to arthritis? No, she heard about it from a doctor she worked with. I asked what kind of doctor? She said a homeopathic one. I said that I certainly found natural remedies worth looking into, and that I've even heard of them working for some people, but I explained that arthritis is actually quite a serious disease. I told her that kids can get it and that I have to take pretty serious medication to keep my symptoms under control. She told me I wouldn't need to use medications if I was willing to get the bacteria out of my body. She said it was a matter of me being willing to do it, and if I didn't I would have a lifelong condition. It was at that point that I thanked her for her information (yes, for some reason I actually thanked her) and changed the subject to how cute her daughter was.

I left the playgroup feeling...really weird. I felt frustrated that I didn't do a better job educating her about the realities of arthritis. I mean, I really tried to, but I was so surprised and flustered that I wasn't able to come up with as many facts as I would have liked to. But I guess it doesn't really matter, because she wasn't listening to me anyways. She was convinced that there was a simple, natural cure for my arthritis - which, by her logic, essentially means that I've been struggling and suffering for the past four years by choice. If only I had been willing to try her natural remedy I wouldn't have to take such nasty drugs and I wouldn't have had to make the difficult decision to stop breastfeeding (which I'm sure she thought I never should have done). And while I know the logic is absolutely absurd, the implication that my struggles with arthritis have been some kind of "choice" on my part made me feel pretty awful. No one chooses to have a lifelong illness.

Today I made myself vulnerable to a bunch of strangers looking for support, but instead I got judgment. And that's messed up. But at least I did my best to be polite and educate her. I'm not sure what else I could have said. Now I just have to do my best not to let this ignorant advice ruin my day.

7 comments:

Stephanie said...

Oh no!! That's terrible. I hope you don't let one rotten apple spoil the whole group for you!

I've found there are 2 different types of people like this - the kind that sincerely want to help you and the kind that want to sell you something/convince you of their favorite theory. Sounds like you ran into the later.

Maybe there or other mom groups in your area that you can connect with?

Heather said...

I actually had a friend from high school post on Facebook how chronic disease is a lifestyle choice, and if we all took care if our bodies, there would be no chronic pain. I so wanted to say something, but I wasn't in the mood to start an argument. It does however, remind me that people truly don't understand what it means to have this disease.

~Mariah~ said...

STEPHANIE: No, I don't think I will let one crazy mom stop me from going to the group. But perhaps I won't sit near her next time!!

HEATHER: O. M. G. Seriously? I'm sure it's a lifestyle choice. One that three year olds make because, you know, they just decided to get arthritis. (WTF)

Sarah Z said...

EFF HER!!!!!

Mandy said...

Ugh... Frustrating! No fun!

Btw your little one is adorable!

Liz Nameth said...

This reminds me of when I told my pastor I had RA. He said, "Oh, Liz, you've got to watch out for that one. That'll mess you up."

Gee, ya think?

Guess I'll just tell God I'd like a different disease - one that won't mess me up.

Needless to say, he is not my pastor anymore!

Leslie said...

Oh how misguided and how painful for you! I understand your desire to try and educate her but your ability to convince her that her naturopath is telling her lies is probably very limited. Once some folks get a false idea in their heads it becomes truth in spite of all evidence to the contrary. Somebody did a half baked movie about a government conspiracy and now there are a bunch of people who think we never put a man on the moon. Nothing short of sending them there will convince them. Steer clear of her misguided ideas and look for support from the rest of the group. Be well!